There are stuffs we have done that we are not proud of, stuffs nobody would ever think we were capable of doing.
We have said words we wish we never spoke, words that destroyed relationships, friendship and things never remained the same..
You begged, pleaded yet, you were not forgiven. Some say they have forgiven you, but it doesn't make much difference because you can't forgive yourself. You have been carrying this burden for so long, it's a wonder you are not dead due to the heavy guilt you carry around.
And people around you have no idea, how heavy this burden is, they don't even you are carrying a burden but someone knows...
He knows, he feels your pain as deep as it is, and he wants to help you. Will you allow him help you? Will you run into his open arms or will you continue to carry this burden?
His name is Jesus, you probably have heard his name but maybe you don't believe in him, you don't believe he's capable and that's probably because in churches these days, you don't see his power, or the pastors don't tell you about how much he loves you.
But that's not your fault, here right now, he's holding out his hands, he's opening his arms to you, why don't you answer his call? He will remove this heavy burden eating up your soul. No one understands, He understands! "People will judge me", you say, He won't judge. He won't condemn you. Let him help you.
For God so loved you, that he sent his one and only son, Jesus to save you, to give you eternal life when you believe in him. (John 3:16)
"Lord Jesus, I can't do this anymore, I can't take this pain anymore, no one understands, please help me.I confess you as my saviour, friend, Lord, King over my life. Receive me Jesus as I receive you into my heart. Take all the burden away, I can't forgive myself but I heard you can help me, Please help me. Thank you Lord Jesus."
If you have said this prayer, Welcome into the family of God. Please search out for a Bible believing/obeying church around you and worship God together with your new family members.
